God is perfect. God's timing is perfect. God's plan is perfect.
There was a period of time that I wished I would have fought more and that my ex-boyfriend wasn't my ex anymore. But, if he was not my ex, I would not have grown as much as I have in the last two and a half years.
The most important things that God has taught me about dating in the last two and a half years are that I should not waste my time on some random guy, it is okay to be single and I need to begin doing my husband good before I am his wife!
My times are in His hands. My life isn't really mine to live. I need to stop trying to direct my life and stop trying to be the main character of my life.
I can't be upset that God didn't keep my ex-boyfriend in my life longer. I would have missed out on every amazing moment that I have been a part of over the last two and a half years. I am actually thankful that God allowed what happened to happen so that I could do everything I've done in the last two and a half years.